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Met my husband, marriage
My family printing company, my father particularly strict discipline, speaking of eating, not eating for five minutes not allowed, that too could live without freedom. The eldest son of my mother’s family killed, but then I say die, at the urgent request of his father, now and going to school right after high school barber. Her most rebellious student at the school, and my next encounter started like this.
Meet again four years later graduated, now proposed to go with assertive wife. Night before the wedding, my father, “but came back to defeat poverty, to enter the house. Go prepared. If unreasonable, come back, even ten children. Always read the newspaper. Tangles and household Do not. “This was a promise to his father.
Day ceremony, and broke, I returned to my home. Then came a car chase with his father, father-in-law “To go with my daughter. And. Father said,” I have not got a wife. I thought my daughter more, take care and relieve back please. “the words while listening in the back, looking at his face, was because a lot of tears.
Later, I heard from my sister that night, my father and mother, I felt the pain of my future, I cried. Now, a little taste of tears is a cause I know, I did not know the deceased is young. New life begins, what this freedom, this world and if there was a lot of happiness.
I was a river between the two lean
But eventually common sense comes from the difference between different environments, unbelievable, incomprehensible things happen continuously, making it difficult to accept. I love my family and husband Ralph, gambling “life” in secondary family was following three people.
Eventually became a major river between the two, and I Watarenai River. March from home, four times a courier – clothes, clothes, food. Also, I did Mairi’s family holiday with the children. To me, the husband is looked bitterly. Meanwhile, the woman found that her husband there. Battle between houses, the Cold War and became a guerrilla war involving children.
Daughter began to help families
In particular, parents fighting with her look-alike daughter, a double-edged sword that hit home most of the other, even those who say, you can say things that will hurt each other, her daughter was still in college , and sought salvation in Jesus. And, second daughter, and I believe in Jesus, I began to be saved. Later, to her husband and daughter, he decided that God is their role.
I was sent the tape came from her church, at first I was forced many times I listened to always seek the thirst of water. One day, while sleeping and heard from the tape “Please do not ask you while you sleep!” Is said, know why? I can sit there and fixed.
I’ll let it become husband and wife and daughter accompanied the U.S. team, including the second prayer, I did not know at that time I pray I can still read the Bible. I heard what the pastor and leaders still want to participate. They did things and please be quiet so as not to disturb you. Church on the way, the culture shock and great praise to a beautiful lady in the movie comes out. Sermons Rev. Jack Hayford, of course I did not know English. I come out to hear why they cry. I heard you say what you’re pastor leader. “It is Satan’s work in destroying families.” At that time, I knew it clearly came to hear this. It contains the seeds of the Word of God to me at that time.
Specifically persecution started then her husband, in front of her husband was not allowed to listen to the tape absolute worship. Listen to the word of God, become deprived of oxygen and obtaining comfort of God, I began running away from home. Child is at University of Tokyo, if you go to Kumamoto, Kumamoto, and in its place of worship, holy meeting, and participation in missions abroad, I was into God’s ready, his back is in need each other The minutes were allowed at a time when extra bite.
Husband’s illness and salvation
Such arrowhead, at the young age of 84 my husband joined the news of a rupture of esophageal varices. From the doctor, “The survival rate of 30%, there are many other varicose veins. Please be prepared.” Failed. Treatment room in front of me, entered the prayer of repentance. God, once again, please let a couple of the original. Please divide and prayed to the heavens and the earth as it is. Midnight, a gust blows a great hospital, and the God who came, it was clear. Then a little bloody, I began to stop bleeding.
Ill get back in, put her hand on the daughter, when entering the attitude of prayer, because it was the best I hate my husband, I said, “Stop!” I say, my husband, “hands Their reasons will continue with us and place “and I ask her. After that, I know where the husband is to accept Jesus prayer, the prayer every day thing, I went through and changed her.
And her husband, the mountain of Vietnam Naruto hakama, build a big church, stands a gleaming cross on the mountain now and speak with many people sign. Also, one night, “there are demons. Call me up.” He, along with his daughter, cut off the relationship with the evil past, which showed the nature of the enemy, and that repentance with every single girl I was tense and learning practices.
Also, sometimes, the husband, “night, but God tells us many things. When you do not know, to this number when this number and told me to hurry,” it said. “The other question,” I answered, “No” and answered.
The work of God’s healing
A month passed, and major surgery. Esophagus, stomach, and pancreas removed. Two daughters, seeking the healing of his father, traveled to Korea to fasting prayers. Two daughters around the smaller one, brought back the words of God’s healing, but surgery was not asked, I still did not have faith in my husband too. The husband calmly, “let the surgery,” is said, believe in God, I waited.
Eve of surgery and was forced to dispose of me and all the idols from her house. I said, “Well,” in my head, certainly in this divorce? I thought. However, this surgery is a great surgery, it will be better for patients with surgery is not. But I certainly do not die. Let’s do it! Altar, of course, many people received from the ornament, the things that her husband’s care, which seems to have destroyed idols and all. It is now clear before God I think it was a big thing.
Surgery seven-eight hours, began with plans expected to end at around seven. I pray in the waiting room was like an endless walking around in my head Zutto praise. Around 4:30, “Sakai” is called, I thought it was enough blood for Oh, doctor, “I was over! Beautiful liver and spleen took just. It is early. Yet What time is it? “and was asked to nurse.
It was clearly demonstrated healing of God.
Later, during the surgery her husband, was riding his crane. Over, “Sakai” When called, he said, and went to bed Sutsu operating room, the girls, “That’s the mark of the coins cranes in South Korea” I said. Hospital and eventually it came back with a testimony of the children doing in the church. On that day, in front of the house took a double big rainbow.
Conflict again
Peaceful and quiet moments passed, and regain health, we are drawn to is the original sin. “He just received that miracle of God, why?” He said, “That cured the doctor,” and sad to say, without the location of body, I try to leave enough so the spring attributed to the strong and stubborn man in Japan, it was a fierce battle for pride strong woman in western Japan.
Meanwhile, from her “home and off the edge,” is said, because somewhere I knew myself, I completely cut. Is unilateral, the Bible, “So, rather than two people are no longer a woman. For this reason, one ahead of what God must be tied together.” (Gospel of Mark chapter 10 verse 7 ) and you.
It told me that God is “love. Love.” That’s all. “God, I loved what I want.” Shouting continued. Finally the choice I did not break with her husband.
One family was
At that time, God is a cancer of her husband’s card was presented to us that the life policy. At that time, hatred and war looks ever smaller, without a trace, had disappeared. Weight alternative to life, the world is not. Whether the notice from the doctor, and that decision over there, please. I decided to listen together. Because survival was said to be two years or three years. There is still time. The right to know, it is also right to choose. Also, It was also decided that it is good that people choose to live. The result is that her husband broke up.
From the two words that do not need, and comrades with cancer, I became a warrior. People around, but what you say Some people still care, and one family, entered the battle with cancer.
God’s help
Cancer becomes too late, and surgery into the femoral artery from the liver into a tube every two weeks for the anti-cancer drugs. When her husband was not the only way left to put the thigh. Angiography as photos, I was too hard condition, doctors said, “fifty-fifty. We’ll just have to do” and is a decision. And praying in front of the operating room, which is guiding his mouth up and down the wire and a white dove. Then, because clean water is flowing, to God, “What is this” I have been answered to damage blood vessels and ask. Attended and want to open the door, “his wife, I Ikemashita!” Was called.
Triumph in the sky
One morning, “There are nice things for you. Aired the story of the martyrdom of a woman of Amami Oshima. If a minister like that, I want.’s A beautiful place the sea. I’ll take you next time!” Shima promise was. Also, is summoned before a few hours, asked for pen and paper are passed, and to read the daily late calligraphers, as it had become. When dying, the couple rushed her from Kumamoto, is honored in the presence of the Lord in baptism. Then, the children each and every husband, “Dad was really good with kids. Thank you” with a speech of thanks, the family watched, and went quietly triumphant in heaven.
The children offer, and let the desire to be with his father and three days, three days were a family with her husband. In it, I gradually changed the face of day to day with her husband. It was the third day saw the face of great joy and surprise some. The nurse face and later I heard that you do change, and not understood the answer. But I think I saw something amazing Kingdom of Heaven.
“Sorry, Thanks to Yoko.”
People sharing a room in the hospital was unable to read last writing, “says Sakai, thank you from saying that, please check.” I said, I read it another look. There, “Sorry, Thanks to Yoko” I said. I could not stop crying. This is my message to her husband. I thought so from the heart and a couple other Aeta understand. That seven years after a major thing for extended life, the doctor said it was a miracle. This surgery is almost a year after the death. That’s the Lord.
And the couple moved to Tokyo from Kumamoto daughter went to help, and figure out what a pastor said what you want as a pastor that her husband and daughter flew to Amami. Arriving at the house looking for it when I find two people, you show the tape dubbing, right. There has been loved by his pastor of many people in easily with the land. TV footage starts from the front yard of the inn is how our stay, I was under the sea and said that I’ll take my husband.
God’s best
Our fight is not in never lost. I received many gifts from God. The Lord had blessed. The human eye, the couple may have been too bad shape, I live best. In the age of 65, even frustrated, I think there are many things at least once. Among them, I think it was so sincere and best. Serious fighting, clash, and a husband who could only own way.
Cut ties with family, mother, says she came to hear whether her sister is alive, at the end, you could move the car even more difficult to walk. I’ll take you home with you, take me, a mother and spent the day are still burning in my heart.
God is taught to love others kindly. It is unconditional love. By People Aisuru is being healed myself go. Seeking God, I began to appreciate being turned into a look up from the low faith by continuing to believe.
Now I have the intercession of her husband in heaven, are protected. Last year in Galilee, an illusion, her face has been shown to serve God in heaven. This is a one-sided by the grace of God. It is God’s gift.
Sacrifice to God, the soul crushed. Contrite heart was broken.
God. You are not despised it.
Psalm 51 verse 17 Hen
Olivia Sakai
»Monthly” rainbow in the clouds “(Publisher: rainbow in the clouds Publishing) Reprinted from Feb. 2009
But sadness turns to joy in you. (Gospel of John Chapter 16 verse 20)
This hope never end in disappointment. Because the Holy Spirit given to us, because they have poured into our hearts the love of God. (Section 05 Romans Chapter 05)
God is Love.